Originally Posted by
thomas11 
ohhhh she can keep me sober. otherwise its a boot up my ass. God I love her to death. To death! she keeps me grounded. I'm shaking.
You love her to death? Is this a great way to show it? Turning up in a state and expecting her to sort you out. Do you think maybe she deserves more than that?
If you love her as much as you say, maybe you could show her that you're willing to put the work in to get clean and sober by checking into rehab. That way you could start be to support her as much as she supports you.