I CAN go to an aa mtn (SW's interp
and "hear" human beings but it takes a mindset 'afore going in. I can also go in thinking I know it all. I can say honestly that I only go once a month and my thumbs-downs are big. It IS probably me but that has absolutely NOTHING to do with my choice to drink. Any other questions? Looking for a sky to save me is not only a song but a cancerous IDEA. The reason we are BADASSES is because we stared this "I need one" in the eye and either said NO or effubeotch! Form is not nearly as important as intent. Anyone can make noise but make sure your eyes are open and you look the enemy in the eye. Your foe is your own split mind. We call it AV here. Don't underestimate it's pull (you created it to be eternal?). Uncreate that ....thing. Might take a year.....or more........ Just do anything but use.