Originally Posted by
thomas11 
Oh god, I have to keep myself under wraps. If I don't i will destroy everything around me including myself. Trust me, when I'm drunk and post on this site, its about 1\4 of what I am capable of. Pretty sad actually, but the truth.
Acknowledging that is a start. It's now time to take action.
Keeping yourself "under wraps" has limited efficacy and a short shelf life. You need a plan.