Thanks, SoberJennie. I take full responsibility for drinking. I did it all by myself. I will be putting some serious thought into what I need to do to move forward. But, for now while the wounds are still fresh, I'm just putting this into writing. Just to be clear: I'm not still drinking nor do I plan to in the near future. As for after that? Maybe it's time to actually make a BP? Never did that. I left it open-ended for myself and I caved.