One Week Mark
So, it's been one since she's looked at me...
Oops, sorry. One week since I have drank. Hasn't been hard yet, but maybe that is still to come.
But on to the not so great news. I'm still a jackass. I'm still completely apathetic to life, I spent the better part of the week yelling at my girlfriend.
I'm now not sure my issue was alcoholism, but more alcoholism was just a symptom, or if the alcohol just multiplies the issue.
So, I guess it is another thing I have to work on. I never was this apathetic, I did care, I did care about my life, my family, my day to day, I remember wanting to make my family proud, but now, I struggle with doing anything other than whatever comes into my head at that point in time.
Also, I think I am going to start the SMART program. I found that there are a few in the city I live in, any insight on how I should approach it?