Originally Posted by
thomas11 
Very close to saying adios motherf*ckers or trying to capture all the crap that has become my life. Its a coin flip at this point.
not looking for attention. Just a realistic look at my future.
Knowing full well that reading this thread from start to finish was my own choice, I cannot help but be angry. I understand that either all or most of the posts by the OP person were PUI - posting under the influence, some things need to be clearly pointed out, I reckon. For a morning read and accountability, if nothing else.
If not for attention, then why post? Do you also send texts and e-mails with the sole purpose of no one ever opening and reading them?
If you enjoy the drink, why talk about it on a recovery forum? Probably not the best venue for it. It's like writing that bread is ******* great on a celiac disease site.
In general, I know a person who left SR because he got enormous amounts of flak on account of relapsing. Reading this thread - 20 people are supportive during the ACTUAL act of drinking and the OP person is simply pissing on this support.
Get a grip, man, and stop drinking. It's not going very well for you so far. Ridiculous
