Originally Posted by
lilac0721 
This thread is great. Thank you for sharing, hotelcalifornia. You helped me see the big thing in my own several-year journey of on-again, off-again sobriety. I, too, didn't want to commit or take the option of drinking off the table. I am back to day 2 and I will spend a lot of time examining my reluctance to commit. I can commit to today.
Keep us posted how your journey is going!
I can usually find someone or thing to sort of blame for what's happened. This time, man, I know it was all me and a bunch of booze.
Hang in there. Praying is getting me through my rough moments and I'll say a prayer for you. We can do this.