hmm I'm not sure what to say...i know something needs to change so here i am, looking for advice i guess, i am a terrible binge drinker and i lose memory and do and say things that i would never do when sober..even lies about myself, i kept telling myself "I'm not an alcoholic"
because i could go weeks at a time without drinking...but its when i put that first drink to my lips i know it wont end well and i still do it...SO it's time to be honest with myself and quit.
ty for reading my rant