Originally Posted by Michtizz

Hello there,

I've been on here before - did a couple of months of sobriety back in March 2014 - then convinced myself this was something I could control in moderation..

Just back from a weekend at a music festival in Brighton - fell over on Thursday - banged my head and suspect I was a bit concussed. Have a whopping bruise on side of head.. That's not right is it? Thought I was in Berlin for a while - completely disorientated..

I have so, so much to be happy about in my life. Why do I try to nullify that happiness by drinking? It's destructive. I just go overboard..

Anyway, here I am... Completely unconvinced by my ability to do this... Day one...