Hi Jaimes and welcome!
This is the point where you have to begin to learn to expand your circle of friends, if it means dropping the using friends like flys to maintaint your sobriety, then that's what you do. Have you checked out Cocain Anonymous? (CA) may want to give that a shot. Don't let the fact that your present relationships are still using be what keeps you on that pity pot. We have to force ourselves out of that routine, and it can be damn hard to do. Once you find a means of support that works for you, it will get better, just stick with it and know you doing the right thing, our pity pots can get damn high somedays.