Hello Everyone - i think i am heading for trouble !
Hi folks
My name is Phil and I thought I would say hi.
I know I have an issue with alcohol and typing this is starting to help me realise it, it might not fix it but it is helping a little just typing it out.
Right now I feel like I have a dependency on alcohol but I don't feel I am as bad as some other people. I don't mean to gloat when I say that, but I think alcohol has different effects on different people.
My problem is that I function properly through the days, but not by night. I feel like a beast comes and takes over at night and I loose control to it.
I don't ever go to bed steaming, I never pass out, I remember what happened the night before but there is something there that is taking over and everyday it seems to get a bit stronger.
Ultimately I am scared !
Well, that is my hello to everyone - I don't know how this will be received or how it will come across but I have said it now and I feel better for doing so.
Thanks
Phil