I think I have a lot of work to do on myself before that realization comes true for me. I'm really lost right now. I just kind of feel like I don't have enough to do that gets me out of the house. I take online classes, make dreamcatchers and write poetry, but all of those things keep me inside. My friends have school and work that they go to during the day, so it makes me even more disappointed when he can't hang out. I never used to be like this, but he's made me completely forget who I am.