Originally Posted by
mystified 
Really happy to hear this pouncer.
I've been lurking rather than posting. Life has got a bit 'samey' and I'm on guard for the av as I'm periodically feeling bored with things. I've also noticed some complaining creeping into my conversations with others.
And there's this simmering anger which sometimes explodes into a seething rage. For no logical reason. I'm not a nice person to be around sometimes.
Just stream of consciousness talk guys.
Any book or website suggestions for not being a bitch?
I hear ya, mystified. Thanks heaps for the laugh from your last line. That's the first time I've laughed in days. My rage might be stemming from finally seeing how things actually work around here in my life. Many BIG changes still need to be made. I need to start asserting my needs a bit better. (Always trying please others and be a peacekeeper before protecting myself.) Also many of my complaints and anger seem to be tied to feelings of hopelessness. Working on that too... How to not dwell on the past. How not to worry about the future.
