I hear an awful lot of thinking,
Sometimes thinking about stuff just let me procrastinate for another day or another week .
Sobriety is something you do , not something you think .
Your not unique to have schizophrenia and a drinking problem, a lot of schizophrenics chain smoke too .
We can all be experts in what the councillors say , we can learn all about every recovery method.
Thinking and knowledge only get you so far, in the end you have to do recovery .
In-patient might be good because you get to meet other people and see what they are dealing with , they will make sure you take your med's regularly .
Alcohol and schizophrenia love us to isolate so they can take full run and control over our lives , i hope you deny them taking any more time from you than you have to .
I hope you knuckle down and do your recovery work ,
Take care , m