Originally Posted by
Mysusnshine1 
I am embarrassed I almost gave in.
Nothing to be embarrassed about there. You experienced it and now know you can get through it.
Think of it like Ralph Waldo Emerson thought of it:
"In general, every evil to which we do not succumb is a benefactor. As the Sandwich Islander believes that the strength and valor of the enemy he kills passes into himself, so we gain the strength of the temptation we resist."