I just do not like this time in-between. Like, there was an explosion, and I am just waiting for another one. I do not think my heart is even beating these days, of course it is, but there is this emptiness inside, like I really do not care about anything anymore.
But, there are only a few days left. Just got myself some crayola markers. A few weeks ago, someone posted the topic about coloring books for grown ups. There are some really nice mandala patterns online, so these should help me kill time. And if you are wondering, I'm pretty much packed and ready to go.