Originally Posted by
Kafkaesque 
And so all of that obsessing makes me feel like I'm a dry drunk. Some days I don't think about drinking at all or for more than a few minutes. But the rest of the time I worry. I don't want to be a dry drunk. I genuinely want to recover.
what exactly is a dry drunk? I have heard this expression before. Some say there is no just thing and some say differently.
I think you need to give yourself credit especially when the credit is due and it is totally overdue. Please do not self label yourself as a dry drunk.
Stop the 'you're darned if you do and you're darned if you don't' thinking. Making changes is difficult and making that change a way of life is nothing more then a miracle.
