He just called me!!!
Oh how happy am I??? He sounded sooooo good! Get this, he friggin THANKED me for helping him get into the rehab center!! He said it's the best place he could be, that he didn't know how good being sober for so long could feel!! I just really hope he actually means it, and not just saying it because he knows it's what I want to hear. I'm still lonely, but no more than when he was out most of the night, and at least this time I know where he is and what he is doing!!! I want him here with me, but I want the man I fell in love with 2 years ago... is that being too selfish??
Julie