Right about the time I knew I needed to get sober, I was to the point of sneaking vodka into the office and mixing it in a MT dew can in the bathroom. Keep in mind I was never a vodka drinker, but I knew I could "get there" quickly and not be detected. It was at this point I finally said enough was enough. The drinking at work was kind of the straw that broke my camel's back because I was at the point I would stop at nothing to drink and I knew I was entering the point of no return.