Hi Sleepie,
Sorry to hear you are not feeling well. I will have finally made it past Day 1 in about one hour. Is there any goal that you can work toward to give your life meaning? I have a goal of trying to lose 23 pounds in 88 days before my family vacation, and this will not happen if I am drinking and eating and smoking pot. I am hoping that this goal will give my life some purpose right now, even though it sounds a bit silly.
It was so hard to make it through my day today, as I was feeling very depressed. But I just put one foot in front of the other and got as much as I could done. Now I will have my first sober sleep in over a week.