Melina, talking to God is a big part of my day. I think it's amazing, not weird!! After work my drinking urges were the worst. I used to head directly to a meeting, usually very late, and that helped tremendously. The tapes were very helpful too. It's a disease that needs constant reminders of the tragedies that can result from that first drink. Thanks for your post as it was so relatable. Keep coming back, Melina