Originally Posted by
Pouncer 
Gawd, I thought this would never happen but I am pretty upset for no real reason. Birthday depression? Recovery depression? Dunno.
Pouncer, idk if this is true for you but on special days especially those where everything seems to be going well I'll 'randomly' get depressed and I've come to realize it's because some days are so calm and perfect, I know it won't last and the realization that my day/moment of happiness won't last forever actually depresses me. Is it possible you can relate to this at all?