Opiophobe fear, and stupidity is what holds me back. I must say I am schizophrenic, I am not normal I am an introvert and hide in my house. The internet is my outlet, if you met me you'd think me weird.
I had him over because he is a good friend and a good man sadly he's into drinking and smoking, However, he's one of the few people that treats me like a normal person. Most don't, really you'd have to meet me to realize I have serious issues.
It was dumb, I am giving serious thought to the Salvation Army, but as most here know I probably won't go. I am not a lost cause though.