I'm going to go to work....the only useful thing is he did refer a very expensive private outpatient program that actually looks really helpful. Except of course it was said condescendingly "you can go here since you can obviously afford it" . Really humiliated because it took so much courage to build up to going and being honest and he was so awful. Ironically when he found out I was a lawyer at the end he tried to backtrack hugely and apologize.....bah the whle thing leaves a bad taste in my mouth.