Feeling Lonely and Depressed Tonight
I feel stuck in this ridiculous rut of not being able to do anything in public because I can't stop drinking when I'm around it. On top of everything I have noticed I'm withdrawing from benzos because I took them on and off for over a year now to get off of alcohol.
I'm just depressed today. I shouldn't be. I am not motivated to work out when I usually am hardcore into it. I don't know why I'm off my game.