Hi Polar.
I'm sorry to hear that you're feeling bad right now. I know that it doesn't mean much right now, but things will get better. It will just take a little time. You're allowed to feel bad for a while, it's normal. Don't let yourself wallow in it though, take some time to do other things, call friends, read, go see a movie, or rent some of those movies that you just haven't had the time for. Keep your mind busy, and before you know it, you'll realize that things are hurting just a little less each day.
I'll send up a prayer for you until things get better.
BIG hugs,
Trisha