Thanks guys ! means alot.
I have realised how important having goals are.
As they say: You can't score a goal unless you have one
For a long time I had pretty much no goals and ambitions. Now I set myself small goals, untill I find my true purpose here in life.
Getting fit and healthy, reading interesting and informative stuff, meditating, building good reliable relationships to other people...
Peace
And stick to no putting weed in your system. It is an illusion... Never helped you in the first place