Originally Posted by
justinJustQuit 
Willpower is what's missing. I have known for year I cant moderate and it's taken over my life.
Most of us cannot do this with willpower alone Justin. If you keep waiting for it to come most likely you will be stuck in the same cycle forever.
That's where all the different recovery methods and tools come in. That s where having a sponsor and AA numbers to call comes in
That's where spending lots of time here comes in
That's where rehab comes in.
All of those and many more help where willpower cannot.