Well, I'm shaky and sweating and shivering, but I'm sober and that's a better place for me. Laundry is going, kids are eating, we took the dog for a walk, and I even got the garage cleaned up with the help of my kids. I'm grateful for all of the encouragement and support I've already found here and I plan on reaching out a lot. I have two of the smartest, most caring, talented, wonderful kids, and I'm not too shabby myself....when I'm sober. I deserve these two people, and they deserve me....when I'm sober. I'm all in, whatever it takes.