Way to go girl.
And thank you for sharing. Read your post just at a time when I was arguing with my AV. As I was reading your post, I was thinking about how badly drinking and drug use messed up my thought processes. Now I'm divorced as a result and left my 2 boys without a dad. Sure I'm here, and in better ways then before, but the pain of my choices are hard to carry. Your post made my AV run and hide. It knows this is a fight it's not going to win right now.
Come and join Frank and I in the Class of April 2015. We're all going through the same thing. Got some 1st days and up to a few weeks of soberness going on there. Together, we can do this. There's strength in numbers.
Thanks again. You really helped. Hope I can repay.