Originally Posted by
courage2 
When you think about it in retrospect, how much of the anger was due to something the program you were sent to did to you, how much was due to being told to do something you didn't agree with (not I think the fault of a particular program), and how much of it was your alcoholism looking for a fight?
Both of the first two, I think. I felt preyed upon by the group I attended the most, as well treated like a sheep by some of the counselors who pushed me that way. The last doesn't make any sense, I would most assuredly have died years ago if I had not found another program - that one would have killed me, but I'm quite alive and happily sober, so it worked out very well and I didn't have to compromise any core principles that long predate alcohol addiction.
