Hi Calla youl find support in heaps here it doesnt have to be you 2 wine bottles in your apartment i remember when thats all i did pretty sad looking back at myself like that
its the impossible situation of not wanting to drink while drinking its horrible
I get it trust me i done it its heartbreaking a bit like SIA's chandelier song
The good news is your not alone you are among ppl who know what its like & understand
i think its great you found us