Originally Posted by
Thatdeliveryguy 
I am going to counseling everyweek and outpatient classes starting next week. I am sober and inpatient, I can't do inpatient, too scared and nervous,
What happened to the outpatient program you started a few weeks ago? To be brutally honest, you should be far more scared of what will happen if you DONT seek treatment. You yourself have admitted in the past that Inpatient treatment is the only way, and many here agree. A lot can happen between now and next week.