Originally Posted by
Refiner 
^^^THIS^^^ is what it's all about!
I'm getting it....slowly but surely, lol.
Wow, what a brazen entitled jerk he is to answer with that.
Oh you have no idea, when he is deep in his binges, well in his mind, he is GOD, well scratch that, he believes he is the devil and plays the part, wonder where he got that from?!
I know this all sounds really crazy and it is, I don't know, I guess after awhile their crazy life becomes the norm to you. I went into this relationship with good intentions, I fell in love with a man that was really real and good so by the time all this started I was in deep.
Again why places like this are so important, writing it down, getting valid advice, really helps to pull you out of the craziness.
I never, ever want to live that kind of live again!