Welcome back Wilderness voice... wow know just what you are going thro.. we lived in Florida for 9 years Ed got hurt at work and my son brought us back home to live with him... I found a job and was drinking to blot out the days and nasty place I had to work.. Kiddo you are in safe warm and loving company here. with no catches... I think that is why I love these silly people so much.. in Numbers there is Solid Strength.. love ardy...