Thanks everyone who contributed. I wasn't even going to post because there is no way I would drink right? I am glad I did because today I feel stronger somehow like it was a test to see how I would react. Last night I crossed some magic invisible line out just like I did on the way in. I didn't think I was headed for trouble but after thinking about it I see where I went wrong.
1. A dream's just a dream. Next time I have a drinking dream I will freak out just a little so be safe.
2. When they mentioned the fireball I was sorry I missed out on trying it. That right there. The proper response should have been "it's a damn good thing I never did try it. I probably would have killed myself on that." I signaled to my brain that I was missing out on something.
3. Rumchata is another drink I never did get around to trying. Now I am really missing out and I should drink one Fireball Rumchata.
Today I am not the least bit curious about what it would taste like. Imagine that!