Pushed back a Week
The protests borderline riots here; I've had to push my clinic visit back a week. The mental crisis department in my county have said they will "give" prescribe me 3 xanax bars as long as I can make them last till my appointment down town. I told them feel free to look at my medical records, I never abused my meds, ever .. The 5+ years I didn't even drink on them. Only when my new doc cut them 75% & was in constant pain an panic did I even drink.
My brother can get me there, but not hang with me, but pick me back up. I'm tryin' to look positive @ this all, but recent news invents here makes it hard for being who I am.
Dad was throwing up non stop yesterday & we've determined it's from his oxys that he will not let us control. Which I understand cause he's lost allot of control over other things. As bad as I have been in pain I've never touched his oxy. But they seem rather low, so mom & I are concerned that's what's making him sick *sigh*
But nothing I can do ..
Dennis
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