Della, sounds like you are in better spirits. Yay! Fits and starts but once you get out of it, you're getting on more solid ground.
I've been wallowing in past global regrets lately and it isn't doing me any good. Not my own regrets. I'm making the mistake of borrowing regret. Don't do that. I think I'll work on renovating my own nest and build from there. No bids for me. Budget do it yourself.
Welcome Ice! Good to see new faces.