Originally Posted by
vendetta 
I had dedicated myself to not drinking. I did good for a while, but tonight I caved.
To be honest not drinking sucks. I had no desire to do anything. I didn't feel like I could do day to day chores. The one good thing was waking up earlier and more aware.
It's hard to stay on track when I have no desire to do anything.
Just my thoughts on tonight.
Thanks All
When I was abstinent and had no desire to do anything, it was because I was depressed. I've never known an alcoholic that didn't experience some degree of depression after they stopped drinking.