Good Morning, Dear Friends.
I appreciate every post. Everyone has an understanding of what I am going through, and I feel such support in that premise.
It's day 4 and I feel even better. Of course it's the weekend I fear, but as each of you have said, channelling the cringe into productive inspiration not to drink is pivotal.
I still cringe, and the urge to cry still exists. In an odd way I feel the pain I've cause myself and others is a sort of retribution to the pain I've caused in order to party. Such a loss.