I believe part of my addiction is genetic. There is a theory that alcoholics' brains release much more dopamine, the "feel – good neurotransmitter" than people who are not genetically predisposed to being an alcoholic. I know that nature and nurture often play very complicated roles, but I find that I react a lot differently to drinking than most of my friends do. It's a rush for me! Every taste bud is alive. I have it and it won't do to have a couple; I must drink until someone has to carry me.
Regarding the "nurture," I was raised around alcohol, and the notion that it is acceptable to use booze for celebration, consolation, relaxation, conversation , and reconciliation. Anything with an "ion." It's no one's fault but my own; I just navigate to booze!