Still here, still goin. Trudging uphill perfectly describes how I'm feeling. First day back at work (and thankfully I have a very easy job) but even it feels like too much work.
I feel better physically than the first 3 days but am only getting a couple hours of sleep a night so I'm constantly drained. No energy at all. It's no wonder opiates have such a high relapse rate. This is gonna take some serious determination, hard work, and time to start to feel "good" again.
No thoughts of giving up yet but I'm feeling a little depressed about what lies ahead.