Kzaug2014...I was thinking the same thing about dones and subs. I want to be off of this beast, free and clear!! I am weaning down every day. I started a journal with dates, times, quantities. This way I have to be accountable to myself.
I emailed my HR at work to see if we have an EAP program. No response yet. But even if I don't have an EAP to help me find one, I am gonna keep looking for a IP BH Hospital like Marcus suggested and confirm if my ins will cover it.
Thank you everyone for the welcomes, advice/knowledge! Have a goodnight! Thanks again in advance for your support and help!!