Originally Posted by
Pouncer 
I relapsed two days ago after a month of sobriety. I cannot figure myself out. I am trying so hard this time for sobriety and I hate being addicted to alcohol. I also stopped taking my medication, got really depressed and decided to drink.
Why did you stop taking your meds??? That led to drinking evidently.
Can you answer this question and then next time do something different?
You are not a failure and you are not ruining you son... self admonishment is not a good motivator to quitting