But hey, I'm sober and I'm working hard to best wehav I can be. That's something, right?
That's everything love.
The only thing we can control is our own behaviour.
The fact that you are doing your best and staying focused under all of this stress is something you should be very proud of. I am SO proud of you!
I guess, at this stage, if I were in your shoes I would tell J that this is affecting you.
But you have probably already done that.
Is J willing to talk to a doctor or counsellor about this?
Praying for her to find a way to cope with her anxiety, and hoping that she realises it is not fair to do this to you.
I love you
wehav. ♥