Still not using cannabis. 276 days. I can't believe I have made it this far. I am very greatful that this time it is working for me. This whole sober life is working. I feel so much better and alive. I feel true freedom. Seems insane spending all that time on weed and alcohol, but I do not regret it. I regret parts of it, but not the experience itself. Somewhere I read that to truly change something we must regret that we did it, and I get that. But I wouldn't have taken this giant step and got out of almost all my negative addictions (still use nicotine, Snus) if I had not experienced this.
Feels amazing to feel happy just from doing things again, not relying on a drug.
To anyone struggling hang on !
Stay with it... It has been incredibly tuff at times, but it will get better. Just takes time to get miss mary out of the system...
Peace