Hi angel
Noones going to hate you. I wouldn't be doing my best if I didn't try and get you to see this is not the best way of dealing tho...
I know the court case must be very scary for you - but don't you think drinking might be making things worse?
All drinking ever did with my fear and despair was amplify it - then the next day added shame and guilt and I started all over again.
You need to put your best foot forward Friday. You need to present well. You won't do that hungover and sick.
If you need support there's a lot of here - but please do step away from the drink - not for our sake, but yours, ok?
D