DD- Make sure you keep coming back for "booster" shots from us. It will hurt and hurt bad. Its kind of like going through withdrawal.
Stay strong and busy. Every day you will get stronger, new new contact is no new hurts!!
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RedDog- You will get there when you are ready. Take your time, don't force a solution, as it won't work then. In time you will do what you have to do!!
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