(((Chuff)))! Not only one day-at-a-time but one minute. I had more day 1's than I can count. I was in despair. I finally did pull myself out with a great deal of help from multiple sources. The best advice I got was from Dee who kept telling me to figure out what else I needed to add. I, too, wanted to drink so strongly but the self-loathing was miserable. All that even though I knew it would kill me to keep on drinking. Stay with us, Chuff, while you figure out what else you need to get and stay sober.