Curmudgeon, Electrical Engineer, Guitar God Wannabe
Join Date: Jan 2012
Location: Where the mighty arms of Atlas hold the heavens from the Earth
Posts: 3,403
MU2015...
Welcome to the Board. I'm glad you took the step to post what's been happening with you lately. You've come to a really, really good place. Other members will be by to greet you and to offer you support, but I'd like to throw in my two cents, too.
There is no easy way to break up with someone that we care about. However you choose to do this will be difficult for you. If you're convinced that you can no longer be with him, then simply follow through and be done with him. Most importantly, when the inevitable "I've changed, please take me back" texts, emails, or phone calls come, ignore them.
This is a time for healing and for getting yourself back on the path to sanity and wellness. Don't allow him to derail that process for you.
Keep us posted, and again, Welcome to the Board.